Monday, September 12, 2011

...As A Teenage Girl...

How does everyone survive...? I mean fo realz.

HORMONES. (the swimmers would get that...or atleast my GVCBuddy would...)...and all that good stuff..? I just donno...

You know, being a girl-not a grill that I almost typed in...but really I think its rather hard to be a teenage girl.


Okeydokey pokey. So this is whats up...
I met this boy at this youth group thing down in SoCal, and he lives down there, and its hard to think of only him...when there are boys everywhere...YOUKNOW...?!? D:< ugh.
Like, I used to like this one kid, but I feel like hes my best guy friend up here...and then theres this other kid who liked me toward the end of last year...and then over the summer I met...kaay wait. I'll give them all names.
The one kid I used to like, whos like my best guy friend up here...his name will be...Seth Hipsterson. 
The kid that liked me toward the end of freshmen year...his name iss....Daniel Duffy. [real name: Daniel. Goes by Dan/Danny (Dan, Dan the Duffy man. Jackie would get that in a heartbeat!)] 
And the kid that I met in the youth group thing down in SoCal over the summer...his name is...T.J. YoStache.

So, I feel like I'm best friends with Seth now, Danny and I are okaay...(things got kinda awkard before summer...), and I havent actually talked to T.J. in what feels like forever! And now I just feel weird about them all... D: gaaaaaaah! I.HATE.THIS.

I know that no body really cares...buuut I just feel like I needed to get that off my chest.

But heres something else, I feel like I still like Seth...AND Danny. ugh. (and T.J. of course...)
I mean, I LOVE T.J. TO DEATH, but its just SO HARD to like someone when they live 6-7 hours away from you. I'm not even supposed to technically to be in any kind of relationships til later in life, but I feel like I reeeally like them...but for different reasons each...

Youknow...?
*sigh... :(

I guess I just hope I can sort all of this out soon.

Monday, September 5, 2011

...As A First Time Blogger.

My name is Colleen, but you can call me Coco. Or whatever you like, thats fine too. Well, I am a total newb at this. (noob/newb. Whatever. Its all the same to me) anyways...i should probably say somethings about myself...
ILOVEMUSIC. It is literally my life.
My favorite sport is Marching Band, and then swim.
I have a stuffed animal bear, which i call Mrs Bear, and a stuffed animal dog, which i call Scruffy.
:3My room is usually a mess. Its very rare that my sister or I can see the floor completely.
I love fashion. I use to want to be a fashion designer...but dreams change...and now I just don't know.

I want to be in a band, like a rock band. And be totally boss.
I love to sing.
I love to play my ukulele, and I'm not half bad, might I add.
Fake mustaches are interesting. And fun. :)
I want to restore a car of my own, so I can say I accomplished that. (A buck list thing...maybe...?) And one of my best friends say that I would never do something like that. I love her, but I really would like to do that someday.
My best friend lives 6-7hours away from me. And I wished we lived closer.
I feel like Sophomore  year is...going to...be...poopy... :P
I like to read.
Born and raised a member of the LDS church. (Mormon)
Favorite color: red, purple, and black.
I LOVE TO PLAY BASS DRUM. Being in the Terra Nova Marching Band is awesome, and its a great
experience. :]
I should probably start carrying a dictionary around with me.
On that note(^), I am TERRIBLE with words. Seriously. No joke. I hate grammar, and spelling. Never liked Spelling bee's or spelling games, because I just can not spell.
I love to draw. I think I am a decent artist, but everyone has their opinion.
I have a rather low self esteem. Not all the time, but it comes and goes. Its kind of an odd thing for me to deal with. :P
I love poetry. Its one way I can express myself, and be rather subtle about it. uno...?
I like to write songs, but I'm not always very good at it. I've wrote a couple already, and maybe ill put a video or two up...that is, once I can figure that out...
Anywho...
I wish I could play the piano, even though its like the number one most played instrument.... D:<
I play the flute, and I'm not too shabby.
I don't think of myself as pretty. I'm content with myself most of the time.
I seriously hate the color orange, and i only know of like 3 people that have to opposite opinion.
My favorite animal would have to be either a hamster, or a giraffe. :)
I don't exactly have a favorite subject in school. They've all been ruined because of my grades. I USED to like math, and science...but whatever, you know its cool.
NAAAAAAAAAAT.I have NO IDEA what I'm going to be when I grow up. I wanted to be a model, then a underwater photographer, and then a fashion designer...but those dreams just are too unrealistic...
I don't know what I'm going to do with my life. Good times.
Okeydokey pokey. I will see you later, and tell you something more interesting
...

Good Night.
 <3, Colleen.