...As A Teenage Girl...

How does everyone survive...? I mean fo realz.

HORMONES. (the swimmers would get that...or atleast my GVCBuddy would...)...and all that good stuff..? I just donno...

You know, being a girl-not a grill that I almost typed in...but really I think its rather hard to be a teenage girl.


Okeydokey pokey. So this is whats up...
I met this boy at this youth group thing down in SoCal, and he lives down there, and its hard to think of only him...when there are boys everywhere...YOUKNOW...?!? D:< ugh.
Like, I used to like this one kid, but I feel like hes my best guy friend up here...and then theres this other kid who liked me toward the end of last year...and then over the summer I met...kaay wait. I'll give them all names.
The one kid I used to like, whos like my best guy friend up here...his name will be...Seth Hipsterson. 
The kid that liked me toward the end of freshmen year...his name iss....Daniel Duffy. [real name: Daniel. Goes by Dan/Danny (Dan, Dan the Duffy man. Jackie would get that in a heartbeat!)] 
And the kid that I met in the youth group thing down in SoCal over the summer...his name is...T.J. YoStache.

So, I feel like I'm best friends with Seth now, Danny and I are okaay...(things got kinda awkard before summer...), and I havent actually talked to T.J. in what feels like forever! And now I just feel weird about them all... D: gaaaaaaah! I.HATE.THIS.

I know that no body really cares...buuut I just feel like I needed to get that off my chest.

But heres something else, I feel like I still like Seth...AND Danny. ugh. (and T.J. of course...)
I mean, I LOVE T.J. TO DEATH, but its just SO HARD to like someone when they live 6-7 hours away from you. I'm not even supposed to technically to be in any kind of relationships til later in life, but I feel like I reeeally like them...but for different reasons each...

Youknow...?
*sigh... :(

I guess I just hope I can sort all of this out soon.